I’m not the one….

Explicit Language following…for the last few days I started asking why my journey was what it was and questioning why it wasn’t easier. And then in my spirit came this….Fuck You devil for trying to get me to question My God! Fuck You devil for trying to get me to believe that my steps aren’t ordered by the Most High and that He is using every step for my good! Fuck You devil for trying to shake my faith in my journey and for making me question the blessings of every single moment of my journey! Fuck You devil for getting in my head - No More! My God is an Awesome God and I thank God for every moment, every cancer mass, every surgery, every test, every drop of chemo, every ray of radiation because it created space for God to show up in my life and be AMAZING! It gave me my testimony and it showed the world what God can do with a broken vessel, what strength looks like in a weakened body and where hope and joy comes from! So Fuck You and the horse you rode in on…You tried the wrong one…and you lost! I am more than a survivor...I'm thriving!